She Remembers Who She Is

If I keep allowing fear to takeover, I probably wouldn’t succeed very much. However some fear motivates and inspires me to tap into my creative thoughts. It‘s all about taking a deeper look into my internal world, then realizing that my reality is a reflection of what is going on inside of me.

For so long I’ve been going back and forth between taking steps forward and falling back into old habits, I’m finally catching a positive momentum and beginning to fall in love with the process of revealing who I really am in the depths of my soul. I need to know what it means to love, to live, to be powerful, to be sexy, to be me. I decided to use these life experiences as inspiration.

Everyday I’m trying to embrace my emotions, vulnerability and remembering my past does not define who I am. I have to create the reality I want to live today and in the future. I can no longer sit and dream about what I want in life, I have to put things into action. I have to show up and be my best self. I need to be raw with myself and understand I am human—there will be bad days and mistakes will be made along the way. I need to understand I’m a professional and not a perfectionist. Sometimes I just need to breathe, trust the universe and see what happens.

Every one of my experiences — good, bad, ugly, easy or hard has played its part in molding me into the woman I am today. I can only compete with the woman I see in the mirror—she’s the only woman on my level. I’m the the only person that can stand in my way. I’m the only person that can stop me from reaching my destination—no one else. Someone once told me—(1) When someone sleeps on you, let them get their rest (2) You can’t force someone to see you’re a blessing. Sometimes you have to let them miss it. Such great advice, right? In the midst of being, you can’t lose yourself based on what others choose to do or not to do. This applies to family, friends and colleagues.

So I’ll just hold my head high, fear will come and go just like everything else. I‘ll show myself some love...show myself some respect...allow my courage to shine through. Just have to remember who I am and never tiptoe through life—and find joy in letting them hear every &!@*% step I take. I’m strong enough to adjust my own crown. After all, I was a Queen before I became a Queen!

At the end of the day gently tell yourself:

“I love you, you did the best you could today, and even if you didn’t accomplish all you had planned, I love you anyway”

-Unknown

*Happy 6 months to Heart the Course!

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